i feel like taking something off my chest, well here’s something, when someone told me “you never been in a relationship and you’re 20″ i’m like “damn i don’t need a man” but here’s a thing i realise everyday that i need a man, i’m grown up and i want to share my life with someone who would love me as much as i love him, that sounds so good to me, i always see couples or even my friends, they seem so happy to have that special person in their life and i’m here alone, i just want someone to be here with me when i don’t feel good about myself, someone to tell me i’m beautiful when i feel insecure, someone who would look at me as i was the most beautiful girl he has ever seen, you see what i mean right ? someone who can warm me when it’s cold, who can hug me, kiss me, make me feel special, i’m almost crying as i write this, i’m like, i will never find someone maybe i’m not good enough, i don’t know what’s wrong with m, i know a relationship is not all hapiness but at least it is most of the time and that’s what i want the most at the moment, i’m turning 21 in less than a year and i still wonder why i haven’t find that one person (if you’re reading this i love you)
thinking-andy